Wednesday night's scare kind of opened my eyes. My body is in a very delicate position here. It dawned on me that Dr. Cn will be making decisions based on blood tests similar to the ones that Dr. R wants to rerun. If I don't see Dr. R, I won't know if anything is changing. I called today to make the appointment with Dr. R. Unfortunately it will be almost back to back with the appointment with Dr. R. It will be another long medical day. The upside of it is that I will have what Dr. Cn thinks of the situation fresh in my mind when I see Dr. R. I just hope that he doesn't feel that I don't trust him. I do trust him. But the situation with my adrenal glands and my blood pressure is getting so complicated. I thought it was time he was brought into the loop.
I shake my head as I look around at what is going on with my body. I thought I was being so healthy, eating right and working out at the gym. How did that add up to weekly appointments with multiple doctors? This isn't what the medical literature says is supposed to happen. I'm supposed to be able to leave a few of my medications in the dirt, not pick up new ones. Dying by halves.